As I sit here typing this entry this morning, I realize that I am in a great deal of pain. My pain, however, should not rule my life. God alone should rule my life. I can't, he can, so I think I will let him. When things seem bad and you know they are going to get worse before they get better, try not to rely on your own understanding. Trust that God has something so much more fulfilling and worthwhile waiting for you on the other side of the trial. I am facing these difficult situations so often that I am hoping it is toughening my hide. I close my eyes...pause...breathe in....breathe out....and say okay God, you take over...then wait and believe you will feel that positive warm fuzzy glow in your heart. That is the healing power of God. Let it enfold you today. Even if you have to stop several times and close your eyes again, returning to his will each time.
I realize at this moment that the warm fuzzy heart healing embrace I used to enjoy from my child was not her love, it was God's. God's love is what warms and fills my heart to overflowing. I only need God. In this dark valley time, I realize it is only God that I need.
I deserve love and I am loving. Thank you God for this message today.
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